Hurry up…and Wait
I’ve noticed something about my reactions to circumstances as I move through this time of adjustment in my life. At each turn, I hurry, I become anxious, and then I settle in calmly, waiting for the next item to pop up in my life. Hurry up and wait…hurry up and wait…what’s that all about?
I’m laughing about this because I sometimes find myself wondering why I feel discombobulated. It’s probably because I stop and start so many times – LOL! (The benefit of writing this blog is that I become aware of my behavior while I’m writing these entries. This is one of those moments – Wink, wink!)
Here’s where I’m at in this moment…I’ve started a new job and I’m now looking for a place to live (closer to work). Once I find an apartment that works best for me, I will be able to get my driver’s license updated and register my car in the state where I choose to live. I may end up in CT, I may end up in MA…do you see my dilemma?
I have the utmost gratitude for the people in my life who have been encouraging me to continue moving forward and trust the Universe. I’m blessed to have amazing people in my life who remind me of my purpose and why I’m doing all of this. I carry each and every one of them in my heart, sending them love, peace, and joy with a great big THANK YOU wrapped around it. I can’t imagine doing this without their cheer-leading.
Just for today, I’m going to stay in the present moment. I’m going to breathe deeply, remembering my true identity as a spiritual being having a human experience. This morning, I’ll be leading a book study in a couple of hours and then I’m driving to Hartford to take a look at a potential apartment for rent. These are the “definites” for today. We’ll see where it leads me. Have an amazing day, friends!
In Love and Light,