Here I Am…
I am not going to lie…I’ve struggled this week. I’ve come up against a bunch of obstacles in trying to get things done regarding my move and it’s been frustrating. But, I’m here, right now, and that’s what counts.
I was sharing some of my feelings with a friend of mine yesterday and it occurred to me that EVERY single MAJOR area of my life has changed or is about to change. I chose this option…I’m clear about that. I have no regrets…I’m clear about that as well. I’m just feeling the emotions that go along with so much change in such a short period of time.
I don’t need to lay out all of the details for you to understand what is happening. I’m sure you get it. We’ve all been there. Moving takes a lot of strength…physical and mental. Changing jobs requires patience while learning new processes. Coming back to be around family and being present as a loving family member takes some adjustment.
I thought that my Master’s of Divinity program at Unity Worldwide Spiritual Institute would remain constant but that is changing slightly too. I’m going to continue as a part-time student and my friend is moving forward in September to become a full-time student. In addition, we found out we will be getting a new adviser in the near future…that’s a big change too.
I must admit there were more than a few tears shed this week. They were necessary though. I needed to release the stress that was building up in my body. I feel much better today and I know it will continue to get better as I become more acclimated to my new surroundings.
I found a bank branch today that is located in a beautiful town. I’ll be able to go to the bank and treat myself to breakfast or lunch once in a while or shop in the small boutiques if I so choose. Everything is going to be okay…because everything already is okay.
I’m using my denials and affirmations to remain centered in the truth of my being: I give no power to the fears and frustrations that appear to rise up within me. I am happy, healthy, and whole. There is no lack in my life. I am experiencing abundance at every turn.
Have a great weekend everyone! Namaste.
In Love and Light,
Categories: Personal Experiences